Yesterday I was so scared

Yesterday I was so scared, 
Today I still want to escape 

Why I'm worried anyway?
If someday will be the end 

When everything goes black, 
All my thoughts are quite sad 

I don´t like this anymore,
It´s so hard to feel I´m home 

Suffering is my old vice 
And my heart is cold as ice 

These thoughts always brings me pain 
They are beating in my brain 

Maybe it´s time to shut up 
and let the cutting do its work 

Through this misery, How can I survive? 
The only thing I want is to feel alive