Sad Autumn Love

Those lights were so bright, 
I thought I could handle them,
my brave personality challenged me 
to chase them until they were mine

But the more I looked into them,
the blinder I became,
those blue lights of yours
led me to the path of madness

Your touch scorched my skin,
your kiss triggered a chemical reaction,
even if your words felt like acid in my brain,
you still left me unable to think straight

Lust has always been my favorite beverage,
I drank too much and I'm intoxicated till the bones,
So poisoned of you, I'm fading slowly, 
my soul surrendered to you

And now I'm here, defeated, 
overwhelmed by this solitude, 
looking for my precious obscurity again 
where the sad autumn love cannot find me...

In the shadows, 
I can be unhurt and safe,
Only in the dark I can heal my soul
and cure this insane and broken mind

I must be rational and heartless again
I knew this pain before
and I know I'm going to be okay, 
because not even the fire can kill this witch

This suffering is going to bring me back home,
my bleeding heart will be forgotten, 
Time will regain its meaning again
and emptiness will never feel so good.

The space will erase the memories,
Burning the fantasies that will never be,
this obsession will lose its power
and we both will be just two strangers,
two portions of dust in the universe